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Thursday 27 June 2019

I have a confession to make D:

Okay, I need to confess my sin that I have just made recently!
Gosh, this is so wrong to begin with D:
Remember the kiddo I mentioned on the previous post?
Yeah that younger than me 6 years old kiddo (fyi he is still not in a legal age yet!)
Then there is a role playing game going on, well he taught me about that.
About how he and his friends playing these text-based role playing games.
So, I thought okay...?
It looks fun plus I like role playing too!
However, it seems that the role play goes from normal role play to NSFW role play!
RIP my heart, I can't hold it anymore >///<
Because I have pretty wild imagination in my mind and hell that is so inappropriate!
I have committed a huge sin for being into those role play with a minor!
NOOOOOOO!
I am so sorry kiddo's parents, I shouldn't play along with him with NSFW details~
But I have a lot of damn laughter with that lol...
This is bad, so bad.
And I started to curious if he really is a minor, maybe he is lying to me from the start!
Dafuq where does he learn all those NSFW shit!?
Bad kid! 
Bad!
Okay done, please forgive me for being a bad role model to a kid! T^T

Tuesday 25 June 2019

New online friends

Okay, what's up world~
Today I gonna share about some new online friends that I have met in PD2, there are 3 of them XD
Not gonna lie, I guess I am a bit of hmm excited?

Hmm, maybe not 3 but 4 new online friends...
There is one which stay close to me and he is a doctor it seems...
His name is 'Lol' in PD2, and I always say 'lol' so he keep thinking I was calling him.
But since he is a doctor and he always call himself a potato so I named him Dr Potato!
Then I am so stupid to tell him my full name, because he didn't tell me his when I asked him (he straight used that Dr Potato name to brush me off hmph!)
Well he then seen me (we exchanged phone number), maybe busy or maybe he doesn't like my accompany? 

Next is from Philippines and he is younger than me 6 years old.
Damn, I didn't expect that he is so much younger than I do.
I just realized I am old as fuck now XD
This boy is pretty interesting, such young age but quite mature...
I guess kids from other country indeed are mature at that young age.
He is pretty good at history, totally the opposite of me!
Most importantly, he knew French language pretty well, damn he 'speaks' like a native French people!
Oh lord, I have found a senpai that can teach me more French! 
He introduced me to his country and told some about the history.
I have learned a lot with him really, thanks kiddo!
Such genius at young age!
What am I doing when I was at your age LOL...
That kiddo I met quite a long time ago, not bad even though we have a very bad start.
If not mistaken I gave him pretty bad first impression, because that time I was playing with Mr A.
I literally ignored and left him behind the in-game lobby.
He was pretty mad I guess but luckily we still managed to become buddy :)

Next two are pretty interesting too, well I dunno if they were lying or not...
It seems they were coincidentally same age and same state with me.
That is really something else, I never met someone that close in PD2, let alone with same age and country!
Well, I just get to know these guys recently so all I know is that they are studying at SEGI college.
Creative multimedia, nice course indeed!
I have looked one of them's face, remind me of my teacher Mr M!
Chubby but cute and very Malay's style (in very good way, no racist here!)

Well tomorrow shall know more about them then...?
We will never know if they were telling the truth or not, but oh well just play along with them if they were lying...
I must say that I should be aware of them really, they are strangers anyways!
But somehow my stupid butt just did something unexpected today.
I shared my phone number and Instagram account to them (well, those 2 guys that I just met!)
What have I done, oh my god...
Now that I think of it, I am too excited to a point where I forgot to put up some sense of guard towards strangers D:
Oh well, but I have a lot of fun with them!
Those 3 were so surprised when their first discovery about me being a girl.
'Are you a bro or sis?' then 'girls never play PD2' is what they said to me.
They were not believing me at first and they were keep asking if 'I am a gay?'
Then I just replied them 'nope, I am a les.' (those 2 old-like-me guys lol...)
I did another unexpected stuff today, which is to have voice chat with this kiddo.
He has a very sweet voice, with an accent that I couldn't recognize (kiddo voice)!
I thought it will be awkward talking with someone else.
Hell even in real life, I don't talk much with people!
I get too awkward quick and didn't talk much (unless it is in-text then it will be different story)
However, surprisingly there is no awkwardness while we were having voice chat.
I trust him way too much to a point that I even showed my picture to him (from Instagram, since it is public account)
Because that time I was screen sharing, he wanted to show me something...
And suddenly those 2 guys from SEGI asked my Instagram account, he was curious what is it.
Because I guess their country didn't play much Instagram?
So I showed him what is it and then yeah...
After that, I also did voice chat with those 2 guys to prove my real gender lol...
Well, too much open up sessions happened today...
Hmm this is so out of my comfort zone @@
I should keep it to 3 enough!
This is not so me because I am used to be well aware of all these openness!
Well, it is late now...
Those 2 old-like-me guys were saying the night is still young but in the end went to sleep before me lol...
Anyways ciao everyone and pray for kiddo's house...
Damn his house was flooded while having a chat with me D:
Ciao~

Monday 24 June 2019

Peaceful morning~

What's up world~
Arhh what a peaceful day after my finals...
Being woken up by my deafening alarm.
Bright sun light that shot through the window to my eyes (Ouch)
Birds that keep chirping god knows what reasons.
Stomach that keep growling but shit I can't have breakfast for 1 hour right after I woke up.
Being welcomed by silence this morning, yeah house is too silent for today.
Everyone was out to somewhere, just like good old days when the house is always empty...
My mom somehow went for job interview after rotting herself for like 1 year plus...
Hmm, I doubt that will change anything about this fucked up house...
Whole family gonna still hate her, she gonna hate herself too.
I have tried to not add on those hates but someone in this house did keep spreading.
Well fuck them all, they can do whatever they like as long as they don't disturb my peacefulness.
And yes after finals, I am able to continue read my Storm series in Wattpad!
Aww, I am so happy that our crazy trips have resumed!
This time, the book gonna bring us all to the Northen of United Kingdom, hurray!
Should go check it out, it is very nice book series indeed :)
Then you shall know why am I so freaky excited with it hahhaha!
Anyways, that's all for this morning short update.
It is peaceful morning, I love to keep it this way LOL!
Ciao~

Friday 21 June 2019

Jeez time flies!

My god, just came across this video from YouTube.
I must say that time flies so fast!
It feels like yesterday...
I remembered I used to open TV and watch music video in the midnight.
Because I have serious insomnia back then, I couldn't sleep so all I can do is watch them till the TV stop airing.
Most of these musics are those I used to watch and listen all night D:
Such nostalgia...
Ouch... 
Throwback can be a pain in the heart lol... 
Those good old day musics, pretty lit and awesome compared to nowadays...
Huhu T^T

Sleep journal #2

I dreamed about zombie apocalypse yesterday night.
To be honest, I felt terrible after that...
I can still feel it right now, the fear inside me...
I am able to dream back for awhile even though I woke up in the midnight.
Damn, that continuous nightmare = =
Then I hate to admit that I am super scare!
I am scare to die, I am such a coward when shit happened. 
It feels so real because most of the places and people are where and whom I always see and meet.
It takes place at my house (both old and new) and some random street...
People are those my families and friends.
Actually I remember everything, but now at night I have forgotten most of it :3
Well, I just want to get this off my feeling for a moment.

It started like a normal zombie movie, where suddenly an outbreak happen in a town.
Then everyone is getting infected, panic and chaos.
The end of the human man kind is starting.
It started at a town, so it is slowly spreading.
I have tried to survive in that hell zombie world, I am fucking tired and scare of running and hitting them.
I ran to other country with all the supplies I have.
Then I came to know there is a research area, where I can get them to work on the antidote.
But hell, I guess I came a bit too late because the research area have been ambushed by zombies.
I feel so hopeless at that moment, they were the last hope I got. 
However dunno what happen next, one thing for sure is that I have traveled back time.
I am back to before my town got infected by zombies.
I knew what will happen next, so I quickly asked my parents to close all the windows and doors.
I sounded so panicked that they were confused and thought I was just kidding.
I am fucking nervous and scare that zombies will come into our house.
I want to make sure those zombies won't be entering.
You know what makes me angry?
They were not taking it seriously.
They will open the door that I just closed.
That really pissed me off and I am started to feel panicked.
Because they were not listening to me, they will die and I will die too in here with them.
Then, shit began once again with all the fear and screaming outside of the house.
They started to believe me and quickly close all the doors and windows.
I am so angry that they weren't at first, I am so scare of the death.
I literally just shouted desperately to them. 
But one thing for sure, there is one window they forgot to close!
That let those zombies entered our house, I got no choice to hid in the room.
Before I wanted to close the door, fucking zombie's hand stop the door.
I was so angry and furious and scare, trying to bang its hand with a metal baseball bat.
Thankfully, I managed to hit it off.
Then I remembered I pull a sniper out and aimed outside the window of my room.
It is weird, because I don't know why I will have such badass weapon in my room.
Maybe I knew it is coming soon, so I bought it and placed in my room.
I guess I ran out of my house and headed to the research area.
At that time, that place wasn't even infected, it wasn't being ambushed by zombies yet.
I knew when and what will happen at there, there will be explosion at the door of the research area and also the street.
People will be running and screaming, zombies will be eating people alive.
I knew all that through the time travel.
I hid at where it is safe from both explosion and near to the door so that I could close the door to prevent zombies from entering.
When that happened, thankfully I wasn't knocked down by the stones from the explosions.
Yes, everything happened just as I remembered and I quickly asked those people to enter the area and I shut the door close!
I remembered I shouted so loudly and rudely, for them to come quick or else I will just fucking close the door.
Damn, am I that fucked up when zombie apocalypse happened?
Human true colour D:
Everything goes according to my plan, the research area is safe temporary...
Quickly, I asked them to find the cure etc...
Sadly I forgotten what happened next T^T
If not mistaken things gone wrongly and the research area is doom again.

My dad called me at the wrong timing, so I woke up from that surreal dream...
I am so mad that people weren't believe me when I said so.
I am so scare because I am dealing it all alone.
Damn, I hope no more of these dreams even though it is thrilling :3
That's all :3
Still got one last paper on this Sunday!
Can't wait to finish it ASAP so I can continue my novels :)
Ciao!

Saturday 15 June 2019

Something bothering me...

I don't know if being a hypersensitive person is a gift or a curse...
Something bother me for a long time, I thought I could brush it off but I don't think I can...
Just now something happened and that triggered my long suppressed of bad feeling...

I am pretty sensitive on how people think of me.
I can notice and sense their disapproval if I did something they don't like.
So I tried to avoid making any mistake and prevent people from hating me.
Or so I thought I did it, but not for one person, which is one of my roommate.
It is pretty tough to keep up with my roommate approval level.
Most of the time, I can feel that I made her hate me even more.
But she doesn't show it out of course, I just feel it and I don't mean to make her hate me...
Well, both of us is like day and night, black and white, heaven and hell as well as oil and water...
Both of us have totally contradict personality I must say...
She is the early bird, the studious type, healthy and quiet person.
While I am the night owl, the lazy type, unhealthy and loud person.
It just happened that we have stay next to each other for a year now.
I really don't have much complain about her, other than having totally different sleeping pattern.
But I don't really mind about all that, I am easy going type of person and I respect her.

However, I don't think she thinks the same as I do.
Well, maybe I am just very suck and bad person to a point she might hate me so much but couldn't get rid of me quickly...
She slept pretty early at 10pm but to be honest I can't really sleep at that moment...
I am fully awake and if I follow her time with no sleeping at all, I am wasting my time @@
So most of the time I will stay up to maximum 12am (same as the others roommates).
Actually if possible, I don't even want to sleep after 12am but I can't because she is a light sleeper.
I know she didn't sleep until I off my light...
She woke up pretty early too, which is at 6am.
I will know it is around 6am because she will open the lights and boil water.
The sound of boiling water is kinda loud, so yeah that wake me up all the time...
Sometime when I got work to do until 2 or 3am, wake up at 6am is pretty tiring...
Personally, I don't really dare to boil water if people are sleeping...
Anyways, I am not really care if she woke me up with that loud noise.
I remember last time when the principal in my hostel posted a notice about changing room form.
I clearly heard that she wanted to change room and stay with her friend.
I didn't surprise if she did that but I feel pretty bad because I am so bad to a point that make her leave from this room...
I just follow the other 2 roommates and sleep at 12am...
I tried everything I can D:
Oh other than that, I guess recently I have been sounded by her for using mouse...
Actually not the first time, I tried to avoid using mouse for many time.
Hmm, I don't really like to use mouse pad on the laptop because it is a bit of troublesome if you are editing and dragging something...
Recently I just use it because I need to edit something so apparently, I was being begged by her.
She literally begged me for not using the mouse.
I used the word 'beg' because she sent a lot of private message in my WhatsApp telling me to please don't use the mouse and emphasizing the please.
Well, I actually just sitting behind of her...
I feel really terrible after that, I mean I didn't mean to disturb her that way to a point that she need to beg me for not using it.
She did say sorry a lot of time, it is not her fault and I didn't blame her on that.
It is all my faults and that make me doubt about myself (I am very sensitive to that TT)
I feel bad, really bad of myself D:
My other 2 roommates were using mouse as well...
So apparently only mine was disturbing her...
Lastly, just now she left the room to her friend's and I guess maybe because I was discussing with my other roommate about mathematics.
And that made her left because I made her unable to focus...

It is just that I feel so horrible because I cannot be her best and perfect roommate...
I tried to avoid disturbing her at all cost, I even walked slowly and quietly most of the time.
I don't laugh that loud when reading something online.
Well maybe I ain't good at all...
Suck me...
Today not much of progression because this thing bother me so much...
I should've study instead of self-pitying here.
Well, just let me being depress for another moment...
I hope tomorrow will be alright and I continue my study...
All the best for me, ciao!

Thursday 13 June 2019

Wildest dream

What's up guys...
Something peculiar happen to me recently.
I happened to wake up before my alarm ring.
Well maybe to you, that is normal but ain't for me.
I am a person that couldn't wake up even though there are a lot of loud alarm going on.
Yes, I am a very deep sleeper.
Somehow, it is been a few days I woke up around 4am and 6am.
It has been 4 nights of bad sleep...
Surprisingly, I felt wide awake despite how bad my sleep was.
I was woken up early today because of one of my weirdest dream ever.
The person inside my dream are those in the meeting last night (most of them are seniors)

I don't remember the front part of the dream, but I remember that I sat in one of my senior's car.
There are 5 people in the car including me, so 2 are my seniors and I remember 1 is my coursemate, another one I don't get to see the face.
So we were heading somewhere.
I dunno where but somewhere.
It is happening during evening, I felt like they were bringing us to do some illegal stuff.
Which it is kinda half true...
So the seniors and the girl in the middle were planning to pay a visit to one of their friend's house.
They say they have stuff to take in that house of their friend's.
They were planning to ask us wait in the car so that anything blocking the road we can move away.
However, I happened to sit one the side and the girl in the middle wanted to go out.
So end up, the girl in the middle said 'why not you guys follow me go and they just stay in car? Easy'.
Thus, we entered to a building and that building is pretty dark with lights off.
There were also securities moving around, and we were all sneaking in!
I don't even know why, I was curious but excited too!
Then we came into a small and secluded door and entered.
I was kinda shocked, it is like a small apartment but filled with a lot valuable stuffs.
It is like a gang's safe house with money and expensive stuffs everywhere.
I am shocked but I only ask one thing, 'how do we carry all these out with the security?'
Of all that crazy illegal stuff in the room, I asked that?
Why I didn't even question who they really are and where do they get from?
And then, a very loud argument outside the door...
It is like fighting with each other about friends or something and slowly slowly closing to our door.
The next thing I did was to look who is that, because the girl whom brought us here told us that no one else is suppose to come...
Then I got a feeling that is it is both of that seniors and they are not coming as a team but as a foe...
Next, 'BANG' the door shot open and revealing them as I expected with a swarm of police.
That moment, I was like 'what in the world @@!?'
The girl was shocked as if she was not expecting a police raid.
Then I realized that those seniors are undercover for this raid.
I was fucked it seems, because they think we are in with them...
Both of us were at the wrong time at the wrong place...
My coursemate was like 'dude we are doomed!'
At that moment, I felt a surge of uneasy yet exciting feeling.
This is a bit wrong because I shouldn't feel that way but I did!
What is this?! 
Am I gone crazy!?
I guess I played too much games for having such weird dream.
I don't remember much about the rest of the dream because I guess I woke up after being questioning by those seniors...

However, I still have some mystery on why I woke up before my alarm...
I didn't even have enough 6 hours of sleep but I am wide awake O.O
Well, that's all and god bless me for the part-time job I am having later on...
Ciao~

Wednesday 12 June 2019

Bye stupid subjects~

Nice day indeed, finally after 2 subjects (Economics and Hubungan Etnik)...
I can rest for awhile LOL, thankfully both went pretty well!
Economics is just easy peezy like what my friend boasted XD
Well I must say, the moment you message that time took me off guard, I am on cloud nine after that!
I mean I didn't expect a message from you!
The great YOU hahaha, okay stop being dramatic!
I was clicking on a link from Facebook, because my senior asked me to check something about that.
And there you are!
It means a lot to me, I am grateful and thankful and touched hahah!
The yesterday test is really super easy, hopefully I can full score on that.
Today test haha is a joke, I was complaining about how people blaming UEC for the wrong reason yesterday and today the test came out UEC!
Well, I am glad I wasted my time on researching as many article as I can yesterday.
My friends told me that I should write and think like them aka to betray my own belief = =...
It is hard but for the sake of my score it seems...
So it went pretty well, with all bullshitting I place on it.
Finger cross for getting an A lol!
No wonder I didn't get A for my general paper last STPM :3
After the test, I went to Old Flat for Chinese food...
Huhu how I miss Old Flat, the only place that serve Chinese food...
Something strange happen just now, there is a guy, I dunno if he is a Chinese or a Sarawakian...
Surprisingly, he called out my name and said hi, very energetically.
The problem is, I don't recall meeting him before.
I don't remember seeing this guy before and how in the world he knows me O.O?
Plus he called me by my Chinese name, which I don't use it often in university, people called me 'Ivy' over here...
I should've ask him instead of pretending I know him...
Argh, this is eating me up, I want to know where I meet this fellow, the way he greet at me as if we are really close.
The problem is I don't remember!
Or he is just being friendly, but I dunno XD I just want to know where and when we met!
Oh man T^T I always remember people's face if we ever met but this is new and strange...
Hope to see this guy again, so I can redeem my answer :3

Okay, talked about yesterday night...
I guessed I caught up with another strange job again.
But this strange is good type of strange.
It is kinda intriguing though...
I took up a part-time job recently, tomorrow to be exact.
So yesterday night, they came and do some briefing about it.
Basically, they are from a company that collect data for Artificial Intelligence Project.
The job scope I chose is to be the promoter.
I guess all I need to do is to find people to participate the research room.
They have to sit still over there and photographers will take some picture at different angle and lighting.
You know the face recognition in the phone (unlocking system)?
I guess they might want to improve those feature in phone in the future I guess.
So they need a lot of different angle and lighting and some face covering photo.
Thus allowing the AI to differentiate correctly and let them learn or something...
I mean that is pretty sicking cool!
To be honest, the picture that have to take is a lot @@
It is around 180 pictures, so thankfully I am not taking photographer job.
It is tougher than promoter...
The job salary also good though, it is RM10 per hour just like my previous job.
To those who participate the photo shot also get RM5 for helping.
I did know that research needs money but I didn't expect them to give out so many money for that...
This is something new and interesting...
I know I am on finals week and taking this part-time job, seems like suicide case XD
But YOLO hahaha!
Okay, I guess that's all for today :3
Ciao!

Monday 10 June 2019

Typical day

What's up guys, just gonna update my status...
Well I don't play Facebook or anywhere else anymore so this is where I can spam my shit XD
Back to hostel yesterday night, only one roommate in yesterday, the eldest one.
Today another came back, the tall and cute one.
Too bad, the punctual and healthy one yet to come back.
I still have my bad sleep schedule, screw me!
I will have my finals tomorrow, economics is not my forte T^T
I am nervous, but I guess I have understood most of it.
Just feeling scare as usual before the examinations.
Of all that, my mind couldn't stop thinking of playing Payday 2 haha...
I wanted to cook 25 bags of meth in Cook Off!
It didn't went well the last time I played with Mr A.
I want to accomplish my mission ASAP!
That would be my goals after finals!
Arghhh, addicted to Reddit too recently.
Just found out about Payday 2 secret, I didn't expect that game held a very big secret behind.
That need whole community to solve it after 5 years.
The problem is, how the hell do they solve it?
I mean the riddles given are coded with their own languages.
I wonder how people decode it, that is just insane!
For those who dunno what the heck am I talking, yeah here is the video by GeneralMcBadass on how to solve it.
I mean, that is just blizzard because of how smart people can be, people who created this and people who solved this!


Okay I should leave that next time after I finish my finals to figure out!
Arhhhh, is time for my battle for future war!
Ciao~

Saturday 8 June 2019

Conflicted

What's up guys~
It is Saturday and I went for my dental appointment today.
Though I thought I can have my braces de-bond, but apparently still can't even though I have access de-bond for two time.
The doctors at first were like 'hurray finally get to de-bond my braces after 4/5 years' but then when they checked the X-ray, they were like 'oh man it is not good, the canine rotated itself'.
Well, I don't really know how to feel now :3
I am overwhelming with many emotions to a point where I can't feel anything @@
I will have my finals soon but apparently I don't know if I can do it or not.
I mean I don't even know if I have read enough because I have been playing Payday 2 for most of the time.
Excited?
Worried?
Nervous?
Overconfident?
I just feel conflicted today, I dunno how to feel right now...
I wanted to play for tonight, but should I or shouldn't I?
Thanks god I managed to stop reading my novel after that wild trip to South America.
If not I might not even studying now lol = =
Just hoping to end this quick so I can back to what I want to do.
Of course after finals I wanted to catch up with some lost friends of mine, depends if they want me to be there or not.
That remind me of something, I remembered I coincidentally met a secondary school friend of mine last Monday in the train.
Back then secondary school, Chinese students are pretty rare like a diamond.
So I will definitely remember who I have met.
Isn't that miracle?
The world is so freaking big and the train is so long with a lot of doors you can choose to enter.
But somehow that guy entered at the same door, standing in front of me (not really in front since there are a few of students I am bringing that day)
I have a duty on that Monday, bringing a bunch of students from Melaka to Chinese Book fest at KLCC.
It is just weird to see how we can meet at the same time and place in the train, but long story short I guess he doesn't recognize me.
Well who does anyways, I am just a nobody.
I guess he went to school or work with that formal attire, so yeah I wish the best of all for him.
It just surprise me with such coincidence, how world fool us all @@
I am not really good at maintaining long term friendship, not really the type which I can be there all the time because I need my time-out or retreat sometime.
Which is why most of them are more of acquaintances to me and they don't remember me as well.
Pretty sad and lonely indeed, but just gonna deal with it...
I don't even know when is the last time I have a long and deep conversation with someone.
All these time, I have been talking to myself and my inner self.
At least I ain't alone lol because I found some people that does the same as me (16 personalities united!)
Everything they said are so relatable, it gave off a sense of happiness because someone out there can relate.
Okay I don't even know what's the point of writing this post.
Just random gibberish because I dunno how to feel right now :3
Many weird nonsense post I have put up at here, it will be fun to read back after many years then ha!
Ciao, no more wasting time at here!

Monday 3 June 2019

Riddle that I came across today

"Poor people have me, rich people need me and if you eat me you will starve. What am I?"


Answer: ƃuıɥʇou

Personally not a fan of riddle because I am suck at it (IQ low) but I can't get this riddle out of my mind, I spent few minutes thinking about what would be the answer until I gave up and read the answer, I am in shocked D: I didn't expect that answer to be nothing =3=

Sunday 2 June 2019

Dark and cold place live a lost girl

Thunderstorm came by and say hello nowadays...
It is day-time now, it should be bright and sunny day but nahh...
It is dark and scary outside.
I am feeling empty and sad for some reason.
Well, I guess for no reason would be more correct, scratch that.
This storm outside make me feels like I have no way to go now and I am stuck to this shit hole.
Shit my heart is aching and longing for something...
Warm?
Miracle? 
Freedom?
Who the hell know what I want if I don't even know what I want...
At least I love the temperature now, it is cold enough for a heat intolerance like me.
However being in a dark and cold place alone for too long is kinda unbearable.

Saturday 1 June 2019

It is June!

Oh my ohh it is already 1st of June 2019...
Half of year 2019 is almost there, this is crazy!
Which mean it is a year after I quit my first job.
Wow, time flies faster and faster now.
Soon I will be Year 2 and juniors are coming soon! 
Hopefully no crazy juniors!
But of course before that I have to go through my finals first =3=
This is pretty bad, I have been slacking off for 2 weeks already.
Wattpad and Steam games and also my stupid brain, 'thanks' for ruining everything.
Damn god bless me for miracle happen and may the force be with me LOL...
I feel like having super social jet-lag whenever I stay at my home...
LOL I stay up the whole night and only able to sleep at dawn.
I really need my roommate to adjust back D:
She is like an alarm, a very good alarm because she slept at 10pm sharp.
So I can know oh is time to close the light and fucking go to sleep XD
Though I know she pretty hate me lol because I have a very horrible sleeping pattern...
I wonder if she will change her room next semester, some part of me feel guilty for always stay up so late...
But then I need her to help me with my sleeping routine, it will go worst if she ain't here just like right now @@...
Welp, just random posting since I am still wide awake and dunno what to do...
I don't want to finish my novel too soon T^T, I left last 2 series now...
So excited to continue reading but no, I don't want it to end so soon.
Just finish reading and back from South America to reality (imagination~)
That is just superb, I can't wait to go another adventurous trip to somewhere else!
I hope the series never ending XD!
Arh, I am getting carried away again aren't I?
My bad, I am just excited and really hope I can have those adventurous trip myself in the future too!
That will be spiffing!
Stop nonsense, dawn is coming soon!
I don't want to get scold by my dad again for wasting his electric D:
Ciao!