Broken Glasses...

这图是个碎酒杯...

就像我们人的心...

一碎了就很难要去补回去...

我想说的是...

我与我的好朋友的事...

我最近发觉到...

我与她的关系很像渐渐地完了...

都不像以前这样...

打来打去...

比来比去...

玩来玩去...

说来说去...

有很多话题这样说也说不完...

去她家玩啊玩啊...

有时还会一起出去玩...

回家的时候会推来推去...

妳喜欢的我都喜欢...

妳有玩的我都有玩...

虽然以前跟妳不一样班...

可是我们所做的事都是在一起...

可是现在...

没像以前这样的感觉了...

是有说有笑啦...

但是没有像当初这样...

那么的开心...

那么的亲密...

那时说妳可以跟我们在同一个班时...

我多么的开心...

以为可以在班上跟妳谈天谈到放学...

做什么东西都是一起...

但现在...

不是我所想象的一模一样...

我们现在所喜欢的东西都不一样了...

我们所玩的东西都不一样了...

我们所做的东西都不一样了...

全部都不一样了...

妳玩Mstar我没玩...

我玩SDO你没玩...

妳回家我还在学校...

我参加课外活动妳没有...

我都没有什么话题可以跟妳分享...

没有看到我这几天都很少跟你谈天我关于我的事...

我都不知道要跟你分享什么...

如果我说SDO的事...

妳都没有玩了跟妳说妳也只是会嗯嗯而已...

你跟我谈Mstar的话我也是一样也可以说嗯嗯而已...

因为我都没玩这个游戏...

妳跟我说关于妳跟你的男朋友的事也是一样...

我都没有男朋友...

如果我有我就不会说嗯嗯而已...

我至少我还可以说我的男朋友也是这样列式这样...

而且...

妳最近我对你的感觉...

有所不一样...

妳有时就是会没来学校...

又很快生病...

放学后又没有留下来...

有给我一个感觉我根本就跟妳不一样...

跟你配不上... 合不来...

也许是我想太多...

我也觉得不是妳的错...

也许是我的错...

我没有追上妳的脚步一起走...

我跟丢了...

手脚慢啊...

也许这个感觉就会跟着时间的流失渐渐地消失...

从噩梦醒过来...

也希望是这样吧...

完...

TT Sad sad...

Huhu TT...

Every time my friend renewed her blogs...

Her blogs always is interesting!!!

When I read back my blogs...

I fell so sad!!!

Why my blogs is so boring!!!

I try my best to write as best as I can...

But still can't write as interest as her...

So disappointed...

Why I can't even write a nice story...

T^T!!!

My English so weak...

My brain!!! <<< Empty

Can't even think a interesting story!!!

Ahhh!!!

Feel so down!!!

Brain empty empty TT...

End... TT

Perfect

I'll never be perfect...

I'll never be cool...

I'll always be nothing...

Perfect song by Jaicko...

I have fall in love to this song since my friend share a video on twitter...

That video is great

-thumbs up-

I keep listen this song for so long...

Thinks deeply...

I thought a lot of what I had done my whole life...

Feel so happy :3

At least my life is perfect...

I feel so pleased...

God had colors my life full of rainbow colors...

At least I didn't live alone...

At least I have family...

At least I have friends...

At least I have food to eat...

At least got place to stay...

Even though...

I am not as rich as the other...

But at least I have wonderful life...

I really appreciate...

Thank you so much!!!

End... ><

( I know it suck...:3 my English is not good as my friend... Her blogs is interesting... My is boring... I feel so stupid ahh!!! )

Ops...

Oh my...

Today...

I had say something wrong again...

My word today were so hurt...

== Now think back I got feel a bit of guilty...

But he make me so angry...
Until I can't control my emotional ==
I really wish work to be done so perfectly...
Last time whole class job I did all...
Specially the " buku kawalan "...
But then now he started to handle the book...
The whole book is worst!
That page had rip...
So angry lor...
Hand writing was worst!
He also go and fold the cardboard...
Now it look ugly already!
== Today I write some note in white board...
Then he go and rub it!
First time never mind...
But then second time he do it again!
What a jerk!
So angry scold him a lot!
Say " you do everything also worst!
Book also you ripped...
Class you didn't care...
Then you keep rubbing my note!
Bla bla bla lah... "
== It reached my boiling point! already!
When I say finish...
At last he told me...
" My job I know what to do...
No need you to be teach me what to do... "
On that time...
I do feel I had do something wrong...
Now the job is he doing...
Why should I to care about it...
Never mind... ==
I try not to care about it anymore...
Just take the book every morning...
Then other thing no need to do...
Why I need so 8 gua...

End...

The other me...

The other me...

It was like an werewolf met the full moon...

A weak werewolf wishing to be more powerful...

I had live on this world for 15 years 5 months and 1 days...

I had realize that...

I had wasted this all years...

Meaningless...

Playing computer games... Crying for nothing... Dreaming...

So waste of time...

I got some feeling that...

I am going to die soon...

Not so long...

So I just want to do what I haven do...

My mind so out of sudden become so clear...

Knows that time do not wait for us...

Everyday, every hours, every seconds...

We all are dying...

And I wanna to be brave to face the death...

Say the truth...

I so scare of death...

I don't understand why some of them doesn't scare about death...

Oh gosh... I sometime think about when I die... Where will I go...

I die already then I cannot be with all my lovers...

So painful... I don't want to lose them all...

As the conclusion...

I do wish... When I was born...

Better I don't want to know any people...

If the more I close with them...

The more suffer I get in the future...

I hate that!!!

So much!!!

Always be with all yours loves one...

Before is too late...

End

( Actually... This is not I want to say... :3 But doesn't matter... No need to write down... hoho )

It's complicated...

It's complicated...

Recently...

I keep giving myself a lot of pressure...

I know time so tight already... Got a lot of homework...

But I still choose to join Chinese's traditional dance, curriculum after school...

And so on...

I keep thinking if I do like this...

It may help me to be more stronger...

More patient...

More proactive...

But...

It failed...

It making me so stressed out...

I get angry easy when it is so irritating...

Today I had do something...

So not myself...

I had yelled my best friend...

I didn't mean to yell on you...

Man... When I yelled on you...

My heart was like " What had I DONE... " 

==!!! It didn't goes what I think to be...

No matter how hard it takes...

I also had to be patient...

I WANNA TO BECOME MORE STRONGER...!!!

I hate to be a weak person...

End of the story...!!!

New year resolution

          Something have disturbing me for so long. I keep wondering, how I get " A " in my PMR English exam. When my English teacher, Teacher Ong asked us to do an essay about " New Year Resolution " . I have no idea how to do this essay, I doesn't know how to do essay correctly, but no matter how hard I will try to finish it. 

        

          Time do flies, in a blink of an eye. I can't believe I am 16 years old now. I still haven set my goal yet for this year and I still on holiday mood, haven start get serious on every thing. Every thing is still new for me, all subject is in Bahasa Malaysia, so it is hard for me to understand all of it because I studied Science and Mathematics in English for three years. Never the less, I will study and read more as I can to understand it. 

          

          Furthermore, I attend tuition classes too, the teachers are so helpful and help me to learn and understand a lot, but it make me feel so tired because sometime I will three o'clock went back home then after two hours later I still need to go tuition and on holiday, tuition center still go on, so I guess I need to adjust my time so that I won't procrastinate my homework.

          On 2014, there were a lot of changes, all of my friends are on the same class. I am so happy that we all have unite together. Besides, on this year I am worrying about one of my friends, Felicia. I don't know what had happened to her this few years. She was great on her result last two years, she always get all " A " in every subject, but last year her result was getting worst. Before PMR, she just stayed at her house study, study and study, she didn't came to school, she looked so stress. I can't believe she only get three " A " on her PMR exam. I though she will get straight " A " , but... I feel so useless, as her friend, I don't know what had happened on her. So on this year, I will try to study with her every time, makes sure she won't be so stress.

          I hope this year will be a success and I will put all my effort to achieve by this year. Wish me luck.

End xDD

Actually this is my English homework... Just post for fun ^^

Hell Yeah!!!

Oh hell yeah!!!

So happy now... xDD

My homework is done...!!!

Tomorrow some of the member of longkang gang is going to unite...

Hoho!!!

So excited ahh!!!

Yes yes!!!

== So high right now...

Need calm down awhile...

Never mind...

Stop write here... == I am too high right...

== My brother bake cake already ==

Using his computer haha

End here loooo~~~ Night all~~~

 

End... xDD

o.o What I am thinking...

 

The Angel of Wind...

 

I dunno what am I thinking this few days...

Thinking about wanna to be her...

But to be her...

It need to sacrifice your most precious thing...

Everything...

 

My dream started...

One days...

I was jogging at the park...

Suddenly have a huge tornado came out from no where...

And I got sucked in the midst of the tornado...

Then I passed out...

When I woke up...

I realise that...

My faces was changed... Change become so pretty...

I got a pair of wings behind me too... OMG...

Not only the wings and the face... I got the power of wind!!!

My gosh...

Actually I really wish I will become an angel...

But the bad news is...

I will lose my loves one...

I will lose everything...

 

But I didn't felt so sad...

I felt more happy...

Even though in the news saying that I had pass away...

I felt so awesome...

So happy that my dream was come true...

I guess...

Becoming an angel...

Is more important than I living...

If can choose... I choose to be an angel...

Not a human...

 

== What the heck I am writing now...

Just forget it...

No one understand I guess xDD

By the way writing this blog just write for me... ==

I understand enough liao xDD

If you all no understand... Just ignore... ^^

 

End... xDD

What a busy day...

Ouch...

What a busy day...

Seen I done my braces...

All around me keep asking about the braces...

" Hey Lee~ When you do your braces?... "

" How much you do your braces?... "

" Oh my~ Yo... Lee!!! "

Oh my gosh...

So many comment about my braces... Huhu...

Plus... A lot of people wanna start do braces =3=...

But I want to be special in class T^T

I want the only one that wearing braces in school~

I want be abnormal xDD haha

Then sooner~ Class start... ==

I yesterday absent for the medical check up...

Then just one day...

You know?!

One Day!

I missed a lot of things!!!

Plus so many homework!!!

Just one day!!!

Then keep rush rush rush...

=3= huhu so busy until I had no time to on my computer...

Then after school...

I keep rush again... == Still haven finish...

Few hours later I need to go tuition class...

Ah... == It English today...

I hate English class...

Dunno why... ==

Just hate it...

We learn about Comprehension and Summary today

My god == Teacher call me to do in 10 minute... I one question also dunno how to do!!!

Oh my god!!! So scare that time...

Scare Miss Yoor will " kick " me xDD haha

But lucky she understand me huhu T^T

She know I had 2 months no come tuition ==

So I saved!!! Phew...!!!

Then sooner getting funnier on the class...

Got joke got laugh xDD

Happy lah xDD

Then in the end we going back hor...

Miss Yoor say that she want check that who got bring the plastic bag!!!

=3= What the hell!!!

All student was like

What the duck duck!!! O.O!!!

We all didn't bring that damn plastic bag ==

Except some of them...

Then == kena " kick " by Miss Yoor xDD -joking-

Soon went back home...

Adui!!!

I haven finish my damn kimia amali!!!

This is suck!!!

Keep rush again xDD

But I finally done it... And right now I am writing the blog huhu...

So long I didn't renew my blog again xDD

Sorry for that hehe...

Too busy to do last minute homework haha... T^T

Ok lah this is the end...

Good night all xDD

End xDD

== Haven prepare the book again... Suck...