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Sunday, 19 January 2014

New year resolution




          Something have disturbing me for so long. I keep wondering, how I get " A " in my PMR English exam. When my English teacher, Teacher Ong asked us to do an essay about " New Year Resolution " . I have no idea how to do this essay, I doesn't know how to do essay correctly, but no matter how hard I will try to finish it. 
        
          Time do flies, in a blink of an eye. I can't believe I am 16 years old now. I still haven set my goal yet for this year and I still on holiday mood, haven start get serious on every thing. Every thing is still new for me, all subject is in Bahasa Malaysia, so it is hard for me to understand all of it because I studied Science and Mathematics in English for three years. Never the less, I will study and read more as I can to understand it. 
          
          Furthermore, I attend tuition classes too, the teachers are so helpful and help me to learn and understand a lot, but it make me feel so tired because sometime I will three o'clock went back home then after two hours later I still need to go tuition and on holiday, tuition center still go on, so I guess I need to adjust my time so that I won't procrastinate my homework.

          On 2014, there were a lot of changes, all of my friends are on the same class. I am so happy that we all have unite together. Besides, on this year I am worrying about one of my friends, Felicia. I don't know what had happened to her this few years. She was great on her result last two years, she always get all " A " in every subject, but last year her result was getting worst. Before PMR, she just stayed at her house study, study and study, she didn't came to school, she looked so stress. I can't believe she only get three " A " on her PMR exam. I though she will get straight " A " , but... I feel so useless, as her friend, I don't know what had happened on her. So on this year, I will try to study with her every time, makes sure she won't be so stress.

          I hope this year will be a success and I will put all my effort to achieve by this year. Wish me luck.


End xDD
Actually this is my English homework... Just post for fun ^^

Sunday, 12 January 2014

Hell Yeah!!!



Oh hell yeah!!!
So happy now... xDD
My homework is done...!!!
Tomorrow some of the member of longkang gang is going to unite...
Hoho!!!
So excited ahh!!!
Yes yes!!!
== So high right now...
Need calm down awhile...
Never mind...
Stop write here... == I am too high right...
== My brother bake cake already ==
Using his computer haha
End here loooo~~~ Night all~~~
 
End... xDD

o.o What I am thinking...

 
The Angel of Wind...
 
I dunno what am I thinking this few days...
Thinking about wanna to be her...
But to be her...
It need to sacrifice your most precious thing...
Everything...
 
My dream started...
One days...
I was jogging at the park...
Suddenly have a huge tornado came out from no where...
And I got sucked in the midst of the tornado...
Then I passed out...
When I woke up...
I realise that...
My faces was changed... Change become so pretty...
I got a pair of wings behind me too... OMG...
Not only the wings and the face... I got the power of wind!!!
My gosh...
Actually I really wish I will become an angel...
But the bad news is...
I will lose my loves one...
I will lose everything...
 
But I didn't felt so sad...
I felt more happy...
Even though in the news saying that I had pass away...
I felt so awesome...
So happy that my dream was come true...
I guess...
Becoming an angel...
Is more important than I living...
If can choose... I choose to be an angel...
Not a human...
 
== What the heck I am writing now...
Just forget it...
No one understand I guess xDD
By the way writing this blog just write for me... ==
I understand enough liao xDD
If you all no understand... Just ignore... ^^
 
End... xDD

Wednesday, 8 January 2014

What a busy day...


Ouch...
What a busy day...
Seen I done my braces...
All around me keep asking about the braces...
" Hey Lee~ When you do your braces?... "
" How much you do your braces?... "
" Oh my~ Yo... Lee!!! "
Oh my gosh...
So many comment about my braces... Huhu...
Plus... A lot of people wanna start do braces =3=...
But I want to be special in class T^T
I want the only one that wearing braces in school~
I want be abnormal xDD haha
Then sooner~ Class start... ==
I yesterday absent for the medical check up...
Then just one day...
You know?!
One Day!
I missed a lot of things!!!
Plus so many homework!!!
Just one day!!!
Then keep rush rush rush...
=3= huhu so busy until I had no time to on my computer...
Then after school...
I keep rush again... == Still haven finish...
Few hours later I need to go tuition class...
Ah... == It English today...
I hate English class...
Dunno why... ==
Just hate it...
We learn about Comprehension and Summary today
My god == Teacher call me to do in 10 minute... I one question also dunno how to do!!!
Oh my god!!! So scare that time...
Scare Miss Yoor will " kick " me xDD haha
But lucky she understand me huhu T^T
She know I had 2 months no come tuition ==
So I saved!!! Phew...!!!
Then sooner getting funnier on the class...
Got joke got laugh xDD
Happy lah xDD
Then in the end we going back hor...
Miss Yoor say that she want check that who got bring the plastic bag!!!
=3= What the hell!!!
All student was like
What the duck duck!!! O.O!!!
We all didn't bring that damn plastic bag ==
Except some of them...
Then == kena " kick " by Miss Yoor xDD -joking-
Soon went back home...
Adui!!!
I haven finish my damn kimia amali!!!
This is suck!!!
Keep rush again xDD
But I finally done it... And right now I am writing the blog huhu...
So long I didn't renew my blog again xDD
Sorry for that hehe...
Too busy to do last minute homework haha... T^T
Ok lah this is the end...
Good night all xDD

End xDD
== Haven prepare the book again... Suck...

Saturday, 4 January 2014

Braces :/


Huhu...
Actually...
I keep asking myself...
How they put the braces on the teeth...
Haha... Keep wandering... :3
But I now know how it done :3
I yesterday just done my braces...
Oh what a surprise...
I though it very pain...
But actually it doesn't pain at all...
First it put some medicine...
Then it put the bracket on it...
One by one...
Huhu...
Then... When it started stick it...
I dunno what they had done... ==
They scan the teeth by some sort of light...
Maybe is to make sure more sticky... xDD
Then they put the wire on it...
Press it into the bracket...
That time doesn't pain...
But right now... ==
I started pain...
Because... It started to pull my teeth closer and closer... Huhu T^T
So pain... Can't concentrate at all huhu T^T
So... I now dunno what to write niao...
So I stop here right now huhu~~ Night night... ==
Too pain liao... I also dunno what I writing... I simply write ==
If you doesn't understand so... It your problems!!! xDD haha!!!

End... Pain pain T^T

Sad :'(


Sad...
I dunno what to do right now...
=3=...
All of the subject is in Bahasa Melayu...
T^T...
Add-Math... Biology... Physic... Chemistry...
I used to like all this subject...
But when I got my text book last week...
I saw all the subject is in BM...
I feel no mood to study at all...
NO MOOD at all... :3
Huhu T^T
How ah...
I dunno how to answer in BM... T^T
Other school is teaching in English...
But my school is in BM T^T
But...
My dad say...
Next year maybe all this subject is in BM...
If I learn in English right now...
Next year change to BM... I think too late already...
I think if learn in BM right now got some benefit... At least not too late... :3

...

And now... T^T
I dunno how to do BM komsas!!!...
It call me to do summary... " pengenalan" and so on...
In I-think... =3=
Suck...
I don't have the reference book for komsas T^T
How I am going to do all this...
HUHU!!! T^T

...

2014 already...
I form 4 already...
But...
I don't have the feeling of study...
I getting lazy to do homework...
Because all is in BM T^T...
Feel so boring... And I feel I want to stop study...
But... My dad will kill me if I stop studying...
I keep telling myself that I must study!!!
Do homework early!!!
Don't be lazy!!!
But until now... I still haven touch my book yet... ==
Just keep playing... Sleeping... Haiz...
Dunno what to do then I can be hardworking...
Oh god... Can you tell me what to do T^T...
I need some help...

End... T^T

Monday, 30 December 2013

Ahh... :P



So long I didn't renew my blog...
Today at least I got write some... ^^
No idea to write :3
Got idea also I didn't write because...
I doesn't know how to write...
My English and my Chinese are bad =m=
Wish my English and my Chinese will be improve more
By writing blog and reading people's blog ^^
By the way...
This few days...
I dunno what had happen to me...
Just keep asking questions...
Think a lot of my future...
Even when I open computer...
I kinda don't like to open Facebook...
Dunno why...
Maybe I just don't want to disturb my friends o.o?
Dunno why I just got this feeling...
Just scare like I had disturbed them...
Keep thinking am I a burden for you all...
I don't want to be a burden...
I don't want to be hate by other people...
I want to stay with you all forever...
=3= Keep ask questions again...
Why...!!! Why...!!!
This few days so weird...!!!
Am I really really grow up...?
But I don't want to grow up!!!
I just want to be small time...!!!
I don't want to be old...!!!
Just can't accept reality...
I really really wish time froze now...
Never flies anymore...

End...

Should I be happy or...?


Today...
I think I had grown up...
I go HUKM clinic to test blood by my own...
My own~~~! Oh yeah...
When I was small...
Every time I need my parents to help me up...
But today...
I just sit alone at the waiting place...
Waiting my number to be call...
Alone...
First time for me... :3
But when my number been call =3=
She say my paper haven cop and haven pay yet...
That time I was " WHAT?!?!?!? =3=!!! "
So I need to wait again ==
The counter need 8.00a.m. then open /.\
So stupid am I...
Come so early...
Get first number...
But also need wait ==
But at last...
It open...
And it cost RM5...
=3= Lucky I bring some money...
If not I DOME...
After finish...
I walk back home alone...
Last time I always call my parents to fetch me...
But today they all busy...
So I need to walk lah~
On the way back...
I passed by 7-11...
I can't believe I refuse to buy mol point...
As usual...
When I passed by 7-11...
I sure used up all my money to buy mol point...
But today was different...
I didn't buy it o.o...
I force myself not to buy it...
Kinda think am I already changed?
Am I grown up?
Should I be happy or?
Would I change more next time?
After changed?
Nice?
I dunno...

End...

Saturday, 21 December 2013

我最担心的事...


啊...
现在...
我最担心的事...
我最怕的事...
就是妳...
19 - 12 - 13 那时候...
我们一起跟妳的男朋友一起出去玩...
我发现了一件事...
我看得出妳这次很认真地去爱一个人...
晚上时妳还说妳有主动地去亲他...
那时...
我真的很担心...
好担心...
我很担心那个 damn Andrew 不是真心的...
...
我们玩 PIU 时...
他的表情好像不是很喜欢...
好像不是很喜欢去那种地方...
我不知道啦...
=3=...
我也不知道他是否喜欢那种很主动的女生...
啊...
我也许想多了...
也许这些只是个我的想象...
我也不知道...
我真的不知道...
我只是害怕...
......
妳受到伤害...
也许我有点自私的想法...
可能是想和妳永远在一起...
我不知道...
我不知道到底我在担心什么...
是怕你受到伤害...
还是很自私的我害怕失去妳...
还是我羡慕妳拥有个男朋友...
而我没有...
可是...
有了男朋友真的很好吗?...
想了很久...
我觉得不要再想太多啦...

End...

Thursday, 19 December 2013

啊...


啊...
这几年来... 我为了她...
我做了很多东西...
做了我从来没去做也有可能我不知道的事...
为了要跟了解她...
我开了 blog...
我下载了 skype...
我 qiong sdo 99...
我甚至还开了 twitter...
我不知道妳在我的心中为啥那么重要...
我心中就这么的关心妳关注妳...
我认识这么多的朋友...
就是没有一个可以为她而着迷... 为她而疯狂...
想下一下...
如果有一天妳即将要离开我的身边...
可能永远都不会再见面...
我不知道会如何是好...
那时候...
应该会失去我的目的地...
会社会中 sesat =3=...
其实我也不相信 " Best Friend Forever " 这个东东...
这个想法...
是在我小学的时候...
大部分的人都是看不起我的人...
等到要写的自我介绍是...
他们全部都写 ” You Are My Best Friend... "
" Best Friend 就是你... "
这些东西都是骗人的...
可是到了中学他们一个个都不在我的学校了...
重新开始...
虽然大部分的人是马来人...
可是好比他们那些虚假的朋友好几百倍...
虽然我们同一个小学校...
可是我在中学才跟妳很熟...
我也想说声谢谢...
因为妳没有因为我是个丑女就不要我这个朋友...
谢谢你!!!

End... xDD