o(︶︿︶)o

/.\ lol

I realized something now.

There is something wrong with me,

I can't play SDO with my friends,

I can't play nicely if I was playing with my friends.

I will keep miss nor bad,

I can't shine if I am playing with my friends,

I don't know why o.o lol.

Today I was playing with my friend,

guess what ==

I can't concentrate!

Ahhh! Why!

Every time playing with them,

I will get fluster,

my heart will beat fast,

when it beat fast my hands shake,

== I will miss if my hands shake!

Shit ah.

How I am going to win if I join the competition.

 When I was alone,

training myself,

I didn't feel so nervous.

I did pretty good =,=

I shine brightly!

== I always wish,

I will never get nervous playing with my friends,

but at last still the same.

Always lose if I am playing with my friends.

Ah (╯﹏╰)

End...

Everything start over

╮(╯_╰)╭ Haiz

Everything start over...

I joined SDO today,

I want to let go everything.

Every things that remind me,

how pro am I last time,

how well-known am I last time,

how pretty am I last time,

how great am I last time,

how sweet am I last time,

how rich am I last time...

These were all past tense...

It hard to let go,

but everyone had to move on...

I just can't stop thinking last time I how how how...

I just can't let go,

so today I decided to start everything over,

I deleted all of my friends list,

start from zero...

I played few round songs today,

fighting with pro's,

pretty awesome because my skill still have...

Even though is a bit of weak,

but I just can't forget SDO...

SDO this game,

is my first online game...

My best friend told me this game is awesome,

so since that time...

I become smarter,

I know the reality,

I know much thing now...

If she didn't told me about this game,

now maybe I am just a dumb ass,

still a 井底之蛙...

I guess I do like say thanks to you...

I stop SDO for so long last time,

because of exam,

homework,

crazy teacher...

SDO and I getting far apart,

but now I still back to that game,

because some sort things...

My friends and I did a promise last time,

we all having a wishes,

build a guild in that game,

control the guild just like other guild,

become famous in SDO,

being TOP 1 in SDO,

but sooner everyone going to quit SDO,

feel kinda sad.

At first one people say

" I want to quit this guild,

because there is impossible to become famous!

And I am joining other guild that more famous that this "

Then second people say

" I also want to quit because other guild is inviting me

by the way I can feel this guild not going to be famous... "

Then just left two person to control the guild,

but when going to PMR

We two had no other choice so we had to left SDO,

but NOW!

I am trying to make things back!

I do take something I like very seriously,

I won't forget everything I had promise...

This is why I want back to SDO,

to fulfill our PLAN!

I just hope this do happen...

End... (╯3╰)

Idea zzz

I had no idea right now =m=

=m= Hate ahh!...

讨厌啊!

Right now...

I am confuse...

I don't know what I am thinking about...

I don't know whether I do fall in love...

I don't know whether I do like the way he is...

Or I just like the part of him in my imagination...

I think about he was romantic...

I guess maybe these are the answer...

Maybe I just like him as a friend...

Not a lover type...

也许我只是一厢情愿...

I don't want make a fool of myself...

I don't want to be disappointed...

I don't want to feel sad...

I do got feeling maybe he no like me :3

I am sure!

So I don't want to think too much...

== But my damn brain can't stop!

It keep thinking zzz!

Shit ahhh!

I want ask him correctly but I can't...

I nervous o.o!!!

And I

Feel so stupid...

Suddenly ask people " Hey you, do you love me? " ==

Stupid right o.o?

I don't want to be call 自恋...

I know I am not a pretty girl!

So not need you to say...

When I discuss this to my friend...

She say must give myself a chance to be love...

But I am not sure we both suitable or not ==

zzz That guy is different...

I don't know what da heck he thinking about...

By the way ==

Last time I treat him very bad...

I say before " Even though there is no one else I also won't marry him "

@@ One more thing...

I am not a 自恋!

So I write this is just to renew my blog!

Don't think too much!

HE AND I WON'T BE TOGETHER BECAUSE HE NOT LIKE ME!

I am sure for that =3=

End...

Hurray :3

=3= Oh my gosh...

I finally get to know how to make a animation...

Totally suck =3= because you had to take one photo each movement...

This is crazy! When I am doing this...

I am going to become crazy people...

This is because I need to take one photo then edit then take again...

Repeat and repeat... ==

I wondering how other professional animation do their video ==

This is my first time to do an animation...

After done I felt kinda happy LOL...

Because I managed to done my small animation ==

I know it suck because she is just standing...

By the way I am using window XP movie maker o.o

They say using what what Vegas more nice :3

never mind lolol

Eh at least give me some clap lolol~

I done pretty nice xia :D <-- Lie

Hoping I can do more better next time :3

End :3

Water...

Gosh... Today I felt deeply sad for myself...

I were in my hometown, Melaka since yesterday...

In hometown @@ the water was so little...

If want to bath, wash plate or any else very hard,

because there were little drop of water...

Today morning there were no water... OMG...

The first thing I though was OMG NO WATER! HOW TO BATH!

But my grandmother and other said no water again...
Can't cook for we all... No water...

Scare no enough water to give us drink...

Ouch... After they finished the words...

I felt disappointed for myself...

What I though just now...

All just for myself...

I didn't think for the others...

But them think about me...

They scare I no enough water to drink...

Ahh... (╯﹏╰)

Why am I so selfish?

Then I felt so down so I went to sleep...

Don't know what time...

I heard they sad OMG GOT WATER ALREADY!!!

YEAHHHH!!! They seem so happy o.o...

That time I was blur, still no fully wake...

I say got water only mah need so happy?

Then I woke up...

Just now the words I said strike my mind...

How come I will say that o.o

huhu... I guess I am too lucky that my place have water...

So I don't know how importance the water is...

I don't know how to appreciate it....

But they were so unlucky...

Sometime the house no water at all...

They can't even bath or cook...

I am thinking how they live without water?

Maybe I just don't know how to save water...

Maybe I just an useless girl /.\

End...

I realize that...

 

I realize that...

I had changed...

I am not like last time...

So little, so kind, so well-behaved plus a coward...

This time...

I am not little anymore, not kind at all, plus bad-behaved...

I am not like last time so nice...

No talk bad word...

Now no more...

No more old Lee Gui Jia...

Now every words also got bad words ^^

I now will answer back those who want to fight with me...

This the new me...

I don't know how is my new behave o.o

Don't know everyone can accept or not...

Small time I go anywhere people sure will call me HEY NERD!

It is bad bad type people will a lot of people like?

I don't get it... Why those all nice nice people will be called nerd...

Huh? == Don't know what da heck they thinking...

Simply call people nerd...

Why don't you see yourself using mirror

Do you have right to call people nerd?

Who are you -PUI-

Rich people? -Hen-

Rich people got right to say lah?

Eh hello! Those money is yours?

It is you earn it by yourself?

No right! Is your parents right?

Yah! so you can't just say you rich! OK!

You just same as other kids! No money ok!

I don't give a ****!

Just think yourself!

Before say anything THINK WISELY!

What kind of rubbish is this staying on earth...

Wasting the energy sources for those rubbish...

 

End... ==!



Today not my day... :/

Huhu~ Today not my day, worst and terrible day I had go through ever again!

 So sad ahh! Today got exam and it is Biology and History ==

man this 2 stupid subject ever, need to memorize all thing you had learn,

but I don't understand non of it and I didn't do any revision at all,

all in the last minute, lack of time to study back.

Ahhh my gosh! I so scare I will fail you know?

Even though I keep say ahish fail only, who cares,

everyone are not perfect, who born everything perfect...

And my bro also keep say relax just start exam, fail is common...

But my mind keep thinking AHH! I SO SCARE OF FAIL!

I don't want to fail ahh! I just can't calm myself down ==

I also don't know why I am so scare of fail. I guess I do really scare to lose.

I don't want to lose my friends. I always wish I do better than them.

Yesterday everyone was like CHIONG AHHHH!!!

Everyone keep study and don't want to sleep,

and I was so relax, sleep early yesterday...

Today during exam everyone keep answering.

My god == only me that didn't write anything...

Just rewrite the title only... I feel so scare, asking myself

Why I didn't study so hard.

Ops no... Why I should study so hard?

Why don't just sit at house playing games, midnight hang out with friends,

relaxing watching clouds or stars... Why need to study?

Why we had to put stress on our self... I really don't get it...

Who create exam? Who create result? Who create money?

This things make our life so complicated... --

I really wish I can just sit down relax, playing something some days...

No more study, no more lack of sleep, no more suffer ==

o0o Suck those who created this!

 

End ==