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| Looking for a German daddy huh 😏 |
There is no short cut in our life...
Tuesday, 26 March 2019
Finished test 1 of semester 2
Just finished all the test 1...
Pretty scare of economics subject because I kinda fucked up in the subjective question @@
I hope Dr K ain't gonna be killer and kill me T.T
I have heard a lot of seniors that say he is just like a killer, I should be careful.
But damn, it is too late I have done mistakes huhu...
Pray hard to me guys D:
I have been spending a lot of money for the past months.
I guess is time to wake up!
Don't waste too much of money!
Tomorrow (means today) I wanna finish all of my untouched homework so that I can relax during 1 week of sem break!
Okay, I guess I have to go off...
All of my roommates have slept @@
Ciao!
Pretty scare of economics subject because I kinda fucked up in the subjective question @@
I hope Dr K ain't gonna be killer and kill me T.T
I have heard a lot of seniors that say he is just like a killer, I should be careful.
But damn, it is too late I have done mistakes huhu...
Pray hard to me guys D:
I have been spending a lot of money for the past months.
I guess is time to wake up!
Don't waste too much of money!
Tomorrow (means today) I wanna finish all of my untouched homework so that I can relax during 1 week of sem break!
Okay, I guess I have to go off...
All of my roommates have slept @@
Ciao!
14th Pesta Ang Pau UPM
What's up everyone :)
I have been busying for an event (biggest event) in my university recently.
Yeah finally it is over now.
I am having mix feeling...
I was hoping to end faster because it is during Test 1, I have to sacrifice my study time because of this event.
However, once it is done I feel somehow sad and empty.
Productivity day is over now, I am back to normal university student.
I go to class on time and go back to room after class...
To be honest, I actually gained a lot of experience throughout the event.
It is fun yet tiring.
It started at 14th January, the external affairs camp.
I only went for 3 days out of 11 days.
It is damn fucking tiring I must say...
We were divided into group and different group will be assigned to different region.
Funny is that I was assigned to my housing area and my ex-office area lol :P
During the camp, we have to promote our event and find sponsorship.
Each day, we will have different partner to work with.
So it is a bit of challenging if you can't adapt quickly, you have to work with stranger @@
First of all, we went to the shop available there.
We introduced ourselves and asked if they were willing to sponsor our event.
I dunno if I am considered lucky or just coincidence because I always got the sponsorship first for the magazine package which cost around RM188 - RM888 during the 3 days camp.
But after that I got nothing special.
Too bad, I was unable to get the RM1988 sponsorship (the highest) :3
I can see some bosses are kind-hearted and some bosses aren't.
Some they willing to give out their selling products such as ping pong balls, games stuff and paints (lots of it).
Some bosses even gave us free drinks :)
Appreciate much!
However, some are pretty bad until they ignored, played and cheated us :(
I can't blame them also because their business ain't that good.
People, there are goods and bads.
Thanks for giving me a chance to talk with strangers and allowing me to let down my ego for once.
My ego was hurting so badly for that 3 days but I was satisfied.
I conquered my egoness!
The best would be the last day because we all went to Pasar Malam Taman Connaught, the longest of all.
Then at night, we slept at Kolej 11 (Engineering hostel).
3 people in a room, we shared 2 beds.
I remembered wearing the same cloth for 3 days straight @@
Thanks god the cloth dried quickly, if not ha...
It is tiring but also awesome, I learned the art of speaking with strangers :D
That is the starting of PAP.
Then around February, there are continuous of meeting about the event.
I didn't attend much for the meeting maybe because I was busy or lazy (I have forgotten)
Then starting to have workshop every night until late midnight at Astaka Seni (kinda far from my hostel - 2.1km of walking)
There is no bus to that place which is why I hate it so much argh...
Thanks for the workshop, I am slightly less fat muahahah!
We did a lot of props, all from scratch, from a plain wood board, we measured and cut it.
Then we painted it with paints.
From plain white cloth, we measured, we drew and we coloured it!
We also painted some art onto plain wood :D
Some people went to a temple to make some lanterns too.
It is so tough but fun.
The thing I hate is I kept getting my hand dirty with the steel paint which I cannot remove it for few days.
I even got careless by pouring the whole cup of paint to my hands and legs because I dropped the cup...
We did all that for like a month I guess...
We did it because our theme is about going back home.
Which we wanted to show how old days, rich royalty and poor residents celebrate their Chinese New Year.
So our props are divided into 2 parts...
Too bad I was too busy to snap everything.
On 21st March evening until night and 22nd March from morning 10am to evening 6pm...
I was assigned to wishing booth which is my favourite of all.
It looks so nice and a lot of people came to my booth, most of their wishes are pretty hilarious.
Just hope everyone's dream come true!
It is just that the flow of people ain't much, I feel bad for the food booth seller because they were not earning much that day...
Thanks for the free foods aunty and uncle!
I wish your stall can earn more than usual!
Appreciate your kindess!
On 22nd March night, there is an extravagant (night show about Baba Nyonya).
To be honest, that is what I was waiting for.
Thankfully I don't have to buy the ticket (RM10).
The show is pretty awesome, with their act, storyline and also the stage props.
So nice and pretty informative about the cultural Baba Nyonya.
They have practiced for so long without sleeping but the show only last for 1 hour :3
幸苦了大家。
We have prepared so much, many sweat have been deposited all for these 2 days...
You know what?
The most saddest part is that we all have to destroy our hardworks on that night right away.
We smashed and threw all that chairs and paintings right after the show.
I feel slightly angry and wasted because that is our 1 month of hardwork and just like that, destroyed and gone...
My heart ache but what can I do...
There is no choice for them to change their mind in keeping the props all... TT
We cleaned up after the show until 4am and I have co-curriculum test the next day...
I only slept for 2h if not mistaken...
I don't even know if I scored well in that test ha (fishing test).
I got a lot of test unable to score because of you too!
Hmph, I have to burn midnight oil because of you PAP!
Hopefully miracle happen, I pray hard for that!
Yeah, I guess it is pretty much all of it...
This is by far the complete and precise version of one of the event I have joined hahah (photos included)!
Really, thanks for the experiences, it is so priceless...
Now it is time for me to say good bye to 14th PAP UPM :)
I have been busying for an event (biggest event) in my university recently.
Yeah finally it is over now.
I am having mix feeling...
I was hoping to end faster because it is during Test 1, I have to sacrifice my study time because of this event.
However, once it is done I feel somehow sad and empty.
Productivity day is over now, I am back to normal university student.
I go to class on time and go back to room after class...
To be honest, I actually gained a lot of experience throughout the event.
It is fun yet tiring.
It started at 14th January, the external affairs camp.
I only went for 3 days out of 11 days.
It is damn fucking tiring I must say...
We were divided into group and different group will be assigned to different region.
Funny is that I was assigned to my housing area and my ex-office area lol :P
During the camp, we have to promote our event and find sponsorship.
Each day, we will have different partner to work with.
So it is a bit of challenging if you can't adapt quickly, you have to work with stranger @@
First of all, we went to the shop available there.
We introduced ourselves and asked if they were willing to sponsor our event.
I dunno if I am considered lucky or just coincidence because I always got the sponsorship first for the magazine package which cost around RM188 - RM888 during the 3 days camp.
But after that I got nothing special.
Too bad, I was unable to get the RM1988 sponsorship (the highest) :3
I can see some bosses are kind-hearted and some bosses aren't.
Some they willing to give out their selling products such as ping pong balls, games stuff and paints (lots of it).
Some bosses even gave us free drinks :)
Appreciate much!
However, some are pretty bad until they ignored, played and cheated us :(
I can't blame them also because their business ain't that good.
People, there are goods and bads.
Thanks for giving me a chance to talk with strangers and allowing me to let down my ego for once.
My ego was hurting so badly for that 3 days but I was satisfied.
I conquered my egoness!
The best would be the last day because we all went to Pasar Malam Taman Connaught, the longest of all.
Then at night, we slept at Kolej 11 (Engineering hostel).
3 people in a room, we shared 2 beds.
I remembered wearing the same cloth for 3 days straight @@
Thanks god the cloth dried quickly, if not ha...
It is tiring but also awesome, I learned the art of speaking with strangers :D
That is the starting of PAP.
Then around February, there are continuous of meeting about the event.
I didn't attend much for the meeting maybe because I was busy or lazy (I have forgotten)
Then starting to have workshop every night until late midnight at Astaka Seni (kinda far from my hostel - 2.1km of walking)
There is no bus to that place which is why I hate it so much argh...
Thanks for the workshop, I am slightly less fat muahahah!
We did a lot of props, all from scratch, from a plain wood board, we measured and cut it.
Then we painted it with paints.
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| The king's and queen's sit. |
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| The royalty people's sit. |
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| Get to wear nice traditional clothes :P |
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| Here I am selling pau XD |
From plain white cloth, we measured, we drew and we coloured it!
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| The king's bedroom background. |
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| Poor people's house front view. |
We also painted some art onto plain wood :D
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| Our theme this year. |
Some people went to a temple to make some lanterns too.
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| Piggy. |
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| Our wishing booth with dabbing monk. |
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| Lighting horse~ |
The thing I hate is I kept getting my hand dirty with the steel paint which I cannot remove it for few days.
I even got careless by pouring the whole cup of paint to my hands and legs because I dropped the cup...
We did all that for like a month I guess...
We did it because our theme is about going back home.
Which we wanted to show how old days, rich royalty and poor residents celebrate their Chinese New Year.
So our props are divided into 2 parts...
Too bad I was too busy to snap everything.
On 21st March evening until night and 22nd March from morning 10am to evening 6pm...
I was assigned to wishing booth which is my favourite of all.
It looks so nice and a lot of people came to my booth, most of their wishes are pretty hilarious.
Just hope everyone's dream come true!
It is just that the flow of people ain't much, I feel bad for the food booth seller because they were not earning much that day...
Thanks for the free foods aunty and uncle!
I wish your stall can earn more than usual!
Appreciate your kindess!
On 22nd March night, there is an extravagant (night show about Baba Nyonya).
To be honest, that is what I was waiting for.
Thankfully I don't have to buy the ticket (RM10).
The show is pretty awesome, with their act, storyline and also the stage props.
So nice and pretty informative about the cultural Baba Nyonya.
They have practiced for so long without sleeping but the show only last for 1 hour :3
幸苦了大家。
We have prepared so much, many sweat have been deposited all for these 2 days...
You know what?
The most saddest part is that we all have to destroy our hardworks on that night right away.
We smashed and threw all that chairs and paintings right after the show.
I feel slightly angry and wasted because that is our 1 month of hardwork and just like that, destroyed and gone...
My heart ache but what can I do...
There is no choice for them to change their mind in keeping the props all... TT
We cleaned up after the show until 4am and I have co-curriculum test the next day...
I only slept for 2h if not mistaken...
I don't even know if I scored well in that test ha (fishing test).
I got a lot of test unable to score because of you too!
Hmph, I have to burn midnight oil because of you PAP!
Hopefully miracle happen, I pray hard for that!
Yeah, I guess it is pretty much all of it...
This is by far the complete and precise version of one of the event I have joined hahah (photos included)!
Really, thanks for the experiences, it is so priceless...
Now it is time for me to say good bye to 14th PAP UPM :)
Monday, 18 March 2019
Value ≠ Price
Everything has its value.
I have value,
you also have value.
However not everything has price-tag on it,
I am priceless,
you also are priceless.
You can't buy my heart because my heart ain't for sell.
Same goes to yours, this explain why I can't buy your heart...
Cruel reality :(
I have value,
you also have value.
However not everything has price-tag on it,
I am priceless,
you also are priceless.
You can't buy my heart because my heart ain't for sell.
Same goes to yours, this explain why I can't buy your heart...
Cruel reality :(
Friday, 15 March 2019
Twenty One Pilots - Chlorine
Me at the moment...
Sippin' on straight chlorine, Let the vibe slide over me, This beat is a chemical, beat is a chemical, When I leave don't save my seat, I'll be back when it's all complete, The moment is medical, moment is medical. Loving what I'm tasting, Venom on my tongue, Dependent at times. Poisonous vibrations, Help my body run, I'm running for my life. Fall out of formation, I plan my escape, From walls they confined. Rebel red carnation, Grows while I decay, I'm running for my life. Hide you in my coat pocket, Where I kept my rebel red, I felt I was invincible, You wrapped around my head, Now different lives I lead, My body lives on lead, The last two lines may read, Incorrect until said, The lead is terrible in flavor, But now you double as a paper maker, I despise you sometimes, I love to hate the fight, And you in my life is like... I'm so sorry I forgot you, Let me catch you up to speed, I've been tested like the ends of, A weathered flag that's by the sea. Can you build my house with pieces? I'm just a chemical.
Thursday, 7 March 2019
RIP my soul
I really hope that I have the privilege to tell you:
Je suis fatigué mais je ne peux pas dormir.
Ce sentiment me tue mais je l'aime tellement.
Suis-je fou?
Oui, je suis fou :)
Bonne nuit tout le monde~
It is alright, everything will be just fine.
I am here for you, always will be there for you.
Please share some of your burdens so that we can deal with it together.
I know I can't help much but just don't shut yourself out.
I want to help you, I really want to...
All I can say is you are not alone.
Don't stress yourself too much.
I really hope you can take care of your health because I don't want to see you sick.
You are my source of energy right now...
Je suis fatigué mais je ne peux pas dormir.
Ce sentiment me tue mais je l'aime tellement.
Suis-je fou?
Oui, je suis fou :)
Bonne nuit tout le monde~
Monday, 25 February 2019
Starting of week 3
The starting of week 3...
I feel like I have been in jail for more than a month...
Damn = =
The feeling is real as fuck...
I am struggling...
Group projects are same as usual, I have deal the work myself.
I have to go on solo mode and kill all those projects.
Group mates are not helping much either.
The only reason?
Because I have to do "statistic work".
Oh wow, do you remember I am in same class with you?
So I don't have to do is it?
I just don't understand why?
Why I could finish it all by myself while all of them can't even help?
I wondering what are they busying...
Because we all have the same class and I even took extra classes than them...
Why O.O?!
Is everyone in my course like that?
None of them tried to work hard or at least show slightly passionate about finishing the projects?
Oh my lord T^T
However luckily I got someone in mind that can drive me forwards and keep me going...
If not I would really need a body bag to bag me up and throw it to the dumpster @..@
Ranting finish, ciao~
Saturday, 16 February 2019
First week of semester 2
What's up everyone!
Oh man, I just wanna tell you guys that I have a very horrible tiring week.
This first week of my semester 2 is like a hell to me.
On the first day, I went to class from 8 morning to 5 evening (just like back to primary school time lol)
After class, I went for a jog because I am getting a lot fatter after Chinese New Year with suppers every night...
Finished jogging and bathing, my senior private messaged me that there is a dance performances upcoming this week.
I asked when is it held and it was on Friday and Saturday.
So I thought okay O.O?
Maybe she asked me to join as an audience?
Impossible to ask me join as a dancer in such short notice right?
But no, she asked me to join as a dancer.
Haha such a joke!
It is a fan dance and yes, it is been a long time I didn't join fan dance.
Plus she said don't have to worry because it is very easy to learn.
I thought first week of semester might be free and chill, so I accepted my senior offer.
It is so late minute that I have to go practice after my jog and bath.
Did you know that I joined the fastest dance performances in my living history?
I basically just practiced for 3 nights and BOOM!
The next thing I know is that I am on the stage performing the dance.
Moreover, it is not easy at all!
LOL I got cheated again TT...
I always accidentally get into some events that make me regret halfway...
It was tiring and tough because my class started from 8 morning to 5 evening for Monday to Wednesday and from 8 morning to 7 evening for Thursday.
Then the fan dance practice started at 7.45 evening to late midnight.
Luckily I have senior that can fetch me back to my hostel if not, I might have to sleep at the main campus because there is no bus at midnight...
I slept late than all of my roommates and woke up early than them all.
I barely step into my room for this week...
However, it is not that bad since I still get to learn a lot of stuff...
It is the first time I ever wore a ballet dance shoes.
It feels so soft and nice.
I dunno how to explain but yeah you will know once you try it.
Other than that, I learned a bit of how makeup works.
I feel a bit out of place when everyone from the dance group knows what to do.
They know what to put and which colour to use and so much more.
I feel slightly nervous because I literally know nothing about makeup :3
Still, they helped me a lot with it.
I look totally different person with makeup on and nope, it is not nice also so no need to see...
Thanks a bunch but I think I will stick with no makeup @@
I have a lot of fun through dancing, I wanted to learn it for a long time.
Gratefully they taught me how to dance even though I am pretty suck at it...
On Friday, we performed at our university big hall.
Haha let me tell you about it how "good" we danced that day.
It is super "awesome" if you know what I mean.
Everyone is out of tempo but since there is no VIPs that time.
No rehearsal, nothing at all.
You can't expect me to dance that well with just 3 nights of practice @@.
However today, I went to one of a mall at Mount Kiara and damn that place is like another level of world.
Everyone looks so rich and high standard over there.
We danced pretty well today maybe because a lot of random people out there watching lol!
Anyways I hope this is the last, because I think my schedule for this semester is kinda messed up.
At first I don't really know why my schedule is that packed, until I realized that I got 4 subjects with practical class compared to my first semester which is only 1 subjects with practical class.
Which means I have extra 12 hours of study compared to my first semester.
Plus I have to take another 2 hours extra with no credit hour for my English...
It is kinda hard to explain the credit hour system in my university @@
I suppose to get 17 or 18 credit hours for this semester but I got a lot of subjects with a lot of lecture classes and practical classes with little credit hours point.
Which is why my schedule is packed as fuck!
This semester is so bad that most of the subjects have works and tasks to do every week!
Actually I am suppose to rush my tasks now but I really tired of thinking what and how to do it...
I am procrastinating!!!
Pardon me for being lazy huhuhuhu...
You know what?
I miss gaming so much, I feel like dying without gaming for a week.
Tonight suppose to have gaming night as usual but what am I doing here...
Bring me fly please, senpai >///<
Anyways this is what happened...
Way to end my productive first week!
Wish my luck :3
Ciao!
Sunday, 27 January 2019
Silly experiment
Just finished jogging...
Did I ever mentioned that I jog when I have a terrible mood?
Yeah actually there are many stuffs in my mind now which are very troubling...
Family stuffs...
Relationship stuffs...
Personal stuffs...
Maybe some other days I will write about it (or maybe not)
Maybe some other days I will write about it (or maybe not)
Plus damn it my body, it is getting rusty @..@
I can't even run full force just now.
I noticed people love to binge drinking beer when they are sad.
Especially some people that I know.
So I thought: "Why not a can of beer tonight?"
Right after having a chat with bro's friend yesterday night, we went to 7-11 to get our beer.
My bro recommend me a can of Blanc.
Technically it is just 5% of alcohol, I just wanna test it out how does it will feel after that.
Funny eh?
I know I am silly but I am in a mood to try it out since I never really drink a can of beer yet.
Conclusion, drinking beer in the middle of the night isn't that bad.
However, it is still not my cup of tea, it does have a weird taste that I couldn't describe...
Heart beating pretty fast for the whole day today, not sure it is from the alcohol or my recent sleeping pattern...
Heart beating pretty fast for the whole day today, not sure it is from the alcohol or my recent sleeping pattern...
It also does something to my brain, it was like stopping some of my brain cells, preventing them from interpreting further.
Yeah, I guess that is what everyone wants it isn't?
To stop thinking about everything and get drunk.
Well, I dunno about others but that is what I feel for just a can of beer...
I still don't know my beer tolerance yet, I don't think I want to know lol...
I got a feeling that I will have a very bad beer tolerance T^T
It is very contradicting because I am not sure if I like that feeling or hate it.
Because some part of me wanted to stop thinking for awhile but some part of me is still trying to focus.
Playing serious co-op game while drinking is a very bad idea guys, don't try it :3
One thing I love is that it does help me sleep well yesterday night, I got sleepy right away.
However, you might feel shit in the next afternoon/evening for a moment...
Drinking beer isn't solving anything guys...
Shake my head because the problems are still there...
I am pretty talkative today aren't I?
Escaping is my forte~
What's up world...
Jeez, another day have passed.
My holiday is running low huhu T^T
People have been asking me what have I done during the holiday.
It is a very embarrassing question because all I did was just gaming and chatting with people.
Gaming is the moment that I can escape from reality...
I stopped being an avid gamer since secondary school and now I am back again >///<
It is been a long time I didn't feel so excited to play for a long time.
I missed those good old days, really...
I still hope that our time could stop at that moment.
But memories remained as memories :)
I am so excited for every weekend this time because I get to play with Mr A!
Thanks for recommend me that game hah!
However, I still feel bad that our co-op went so terrible wrong every weekend.
A simple heist that took hours to complete.
There is one very worst moment is when we played for 6h straight cooking meths,
Then last minute BOOM, I blew up the lab because I accidentally put the wrong ingredient at the last minute huhu...
A wonderful night game ruined by me as I am such a noob T^T
I can see your frustration lol but you still remain chill which make me more guilty D:
I feel slightly scare that one day you might stop playing and move on just like those good old days.
3 years of playing that game, if I were you, I would get bored too...
Well, it is just a matter of time, I shall cherish this moment.
I wish to get as pro as soon as I can to make you proud!
Thanks for wasting the whole weekend night time playing with a noob like me :)
At the same time, I met some "wankers" in PD2 too.
They were so fucked up funny dirty minded fella I ever met @@
Okay, just let you know that actually I am not a very good good girl.
I am not that holy minded angel or something.
I am as fucked up dirty physically and mentally as others haha (in virtual life)
Throwback the time when my friends and I talked a bunch of dirty jokes and stories.
I missed it so much!
Too bad I didn't record all the session during the game play.
They were so wrong in many ways haha!
Other than gaming all night without sleeping, of course I spent some time to have a chat with people.
I have been trying to adjust my bad habit by not ignoring my phone.
Still trying hard but at least I won't take weeks to reply now...
Thanks to you sohai, your words are always the one that I take it seriously :)
I don't know why but it happens since the day we met.
Recently I spent some of my leisure time talking with people that are closed to stranger to me.
For example, I spent time in VRChat and have a talk with random people from all over the world.
Some are funny but some are super weird...
However, I am still not used to talking so most of the time I muted.
Oh I have a very insightful talk with my cousin last week.
I am quite shocked that he asked me whether I want to have a breakfast with him.
From what I know, all of them were avoiding me since younger time because I am the only girl in the house.
Grandma said maybe because they were shy so they tend to run away from me.
So, I was indeed happy and surprised by his sudden invitation.
Of course, I thought it will be awkward because we never talked before...
Surprisingly there is no awkwardness at all.
I know my cousins were all smart ass but I never realized he was a genius @@!
I asked about what he was taking during his Master and Degree.
Before that, I only know that he was taking Mathematics but I dunno what type of Mathematics he was referring to.
I guess he was learning a bunch of algorithm and indices and apply it to real life.
It is so awesome that he could write a program for the machines.
So that those machines will notify and fix the problem when something is wrong.
A lot to explain in here, but all I know is that it is super genius because you write something from scratch!
I have a lot of argumentative topics at that moment and he could just debate me with facts and logic.
You will know how I feel when you have a talk with real intellectuals.
That day indeed I have a pleasant breakfast ever.
Yesterday night, I followed my brother to a restaurant and have another chat with his friend.
His friend doesn't look old at all but he is already 40.
I have to say, it is good to have a talk with older and experienced people once awhile.
Because sometimes those people might share useful experience with you...
Ish I am rambling more than I expected...
I think I have digressed from what I wanna share today.
Nevermind maybe next post :<
Ciao~
Jeez, another day have passed.
My holiday is running low huhu T^T
People have been asking me what have I done during the holiday.
It is a very embarrassing question because all I did was just gaming and chatting with people.
Gaming is the moment that I can escape from reality...
I stopped being an avid gamer since secondary school and now I am back again >///<
It is been a long time I didn't feel so excited to play for a long time.
I missed those good old days, really...
I still hope that our time could stop at that moment.
But memories remained as memories :)
I am so excited for every weekend this time because I get to play with Mr A!
Thanks for recommend me that game hah!
However, I still feel bad that our co-op went so terrible wrong every weekend.
A simple heist that took hours to complete.
There is one very worst moment is when we played for 6h straight cooking meths,
Then last minute BOOM, I blew up the lab because I accidentally put the wrong ingredient at the last minute huhu...
A wonderful night game ruined by me as I am such a noob T^T
I can see your frustration lol but you still remain chill which make me more guilty D:
I feel slightly scare that one day you might stop playing and move on just like those good old days.
3 years of playing that game, if I were you, I would get bored too...
Well, it is just a matter of time, I shall cherish this moment.
I wish to get as pro as soon as I can to make you proud!
Thanks for wasting the whole weekend night time playing with a noob like me :)
At the same time, I met some "wankers" in PD2 too.
They were so fucked up funny dirty minded fella I ever met @@
Okay, just let you know that actually I am not a very good good girl.
I am not that holy minded angel or something.
I am as fucked up dirty physically and mentally as others haha (in virtual life)
Throwback the time when my friends and I talked a bunch of dirty jokes and stories.
I missed it so much!
Too bad I didn't record all the session during the game play.
They were so wrong in many ways haha!
Other than gaming all night without sleeping, of course I spent some time to have a chat with people.
I have been trying to adjust my bad habit by not ignoring my phone.
Still trying hard but at least I won't take weeks to reply now...
Thanks to you sohai, your words are always the one that I take it seriously :)
I don't know why but it happens since the day we met.
Recently I spent some of my leisure time talking with people that are closed to stranger to me.
For example, I spent time in VRChat and have a talk with random people from all over the world.
Some are funny but some are super weird...
However, I am still not used to talking so most of the time I muted.
Oh I have a very insightful talk with my cousin last week.
I am quite shocked that he asked me whether I want to have a breakfast with him.
From what I know, all of them were avoiding me since younger time because I am the only girl in the house.
Grandma said maybe because they were shy so they tend to run away from me.
So, I was indeed happy and surprised by his sudden invitation.
Of course, I thought it will be awkward because we never talked before...
Surprisingly there is no awkwardness at all.
I know my cousins were all smart ass but I never realized he was a genius @@!
I asked about what he was taking during his Master and Degree.
Before that, I only know that he was taking Mathematics but I dunno what type of Mathematics he was referring to.
I guess he was learning a bunch of algorithm and indices and apply it to real life.
It is so awesome that he could write a program for the machines.
So that those machines will notify and fix the problem when something is wrong.
A lot to explain in here, but all I know is that it is super genius because you write something from scratch!
I have a lot of argumentative topics at that moment and he could just debate me with facts and logic.
You will know how I feel when you have a talk with real intellectuals.
That day indeed I have a pleasant breakfast ever.
Yesterday night, I followed my brother to a restaurant and have another chat with his friend.
His friend doesn't look old at all but he is already 40.
I have to say, it is good to have a talk with older and experienced people once awhile.
Because sometimes those people might share useful experience with you...
Ish I am rambling more than I expected...
I think I have digressed from what I wanna share today.
Nevermind maybe next post :<
Ciao~
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