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Monday 25 February 2019

Starting of week 3

The starting of week 3...
I feel like I have been in jail for more than a month...
Damn = =
The feeling is real as fuck...
I am struggling...
Group projects are same as usual, I have deal the work myself.
I have to go on solo mode and kill all those projects.
Group mates are not helping much either.
The only reason?
Because I have to do "statistic work".
Oh wow, do you remember I am in same class with you?
So I don't have to do is it?
I just don't understand why?
Why I could finish it all by myself while all of them can't even help?
I wondering what are they busying...
Because we all have the same class and I even took extra classes than them...
Why O.O?!
Is everyone in my course like that?
None of them tried to work hard or at least show slightly passionate about finishing the projects?
Oh my lord T^T
However luckily I got someone in mind that can drive me forwards and keep me going...
If not I would really need a body bag to bag me up and throw it to the dumpster @..@
Ranting finish, ciao~

Saturday 16 February 2019

First week of semester 2

What's up everyone!
Oh man, I just wanna tell you guys that I have a very horrible tiring week.
This first week of my semester 2 is like a hell to me.
On the first day, I went to class from 8 morning to 5 evening (just like back to primary school time lol)
After class, I went for a jog because I am getting a lot fatter after Chinese New Year with suppers every night...
Finished jogging and bathing, my senior private messaged me that there is a dance performances upcoming this week.
I asked when is it held and it was on Friday and Saturday.
So I thought okay O.O? 
Maybe she asked me to join as an audience?
Impossible to ask me join as a dancer in such short notice right?
But no, she asked me to join as a dancer.
Haha such a joke!
It is a fan dance and yes, it is been a long time I didn't join fan dance.
Plus she said don't have to worry because it is very easy to learn.
I thought first week of semester might be free and chill, so I accepted my senior offer.
It is so late minute that I have to go practice after my jog and bath.
Did you know that I joined the fastest dance performances in my living history?
I basically just practiced for 3 nights and BOOM!
The next thing I know is that I am on the stage performing the dance.
Moreover, it is not easy at all!
LOL I got cheated again TT...
I always accidentally get into some events that make me regret halfway...
It was tiring and tough because my class started from 8 morning to 5 evening for Monday to Wednesday and from 8 morning to 7 evening for Thursday.
Then the fan dance practice started at 7.45 evening to late midnight.
Luckily I have senior that can fetch me back to my hostel if not, I might have to sleep at the main campus because there is no bus at midnight...
I slept late than all of my roommates and woke up early than them all.
I barely step into my room for this week...
However, it is not that bad since I still get to learn a lot of stuff...
It is the first time I ever wore a ballet dance shoes.
It feels so soft and nice.
I dunno how to explain but yeah you will know once you try it.
Other than that, I learned a bit of how makeup works.
I feel a bit out of place when everyone from the dance group knows what to do.
They know what to put and which colour to use and so much more.
I feel slightly nervous because I literally know nothing about makeup :3
Still, they helped me a lot with it.
I look totally different person with makeup on and nope, it is not nice also so no need to see...
Thanks a bunch but I think I will stick with no makeup @@
I have a lot of fun through dancing, I wanted to learn it for a long time.
Gratefully they taught me how to dance even though I am pretty suck at it...
On Friday, we performed at our university big hall.
Haha let me tell you about it how "good" we danced that day.
It is super "awesome" if you know what I mean.
Everyone is out of tempo but since there is no VIPs that time.
No rehearsal, nothing at all.
You can't expect me to dance that well with just 3 nights of practice @@.
However today, I went to one of a mall at Mount Kiara and damn that place is like another level of world.
Everyone looks so rich and high standard over there.
We danced pretty well today maybe because a lot of random people out there watching lol!
Anyways I hope this is the last, because I think my schedule for this semester is kinda messed up.
At first I don't really know why my schedule is that packed, until I realized that I got 4 subjects with practical class compared to my first semester which is only 1 subjects with practical class.
Which means I have extra 12 hours of study compared to my first semester.
Plus I have to take another 2 hours extra with no credit hour for my English...
It is kinda hard to explain the credit hour system in my university @@
I suppose to get 17 or 18 credit hours for this semester but I got a lot of subjects with a lot of lecture classes and practical classes with little credit hours point.
Which is why my schedule is packed as fuck!
This semester is so bad that most of the subjects have works and tasks to do every week!
Actually I am suppose to rush my tasks now but I really tired of thinking what and how to do it...
I am procrastinating!!!
Pardon me for being lazy huhuhuhu...
You know what?
I miss gaming so much, I feel like dying without gaming for a week.
Tonight suppose to have gaming night as usual but what am I doing here...
Bring me fly please, senpai >///<
Anyways this is what happened...
Way to end my productive first week!
Wish my luck :3
Ciao!