Anger

What's up word~ ( Not sup is up kayy )

Today,

I didn't finish up those tasks that teacher gave.

I got so stress up and sad as other people had finished it.

I end up angry and blame other people.

I am such a bad-tempered girl huh :/

I want to cure it but can anyone tell me what's the way?

It happens many time during discussing time.

I am so angry when I am explaining about it but some one doesn't even listen what I am saying,

then in the end they don't want finish it or ask me once again.

Afterward,

we have to waste some time to explain once again.

Anyway today,

I have some responsible too, :/

I want to make sure everyone understand it,

so I asked them many time until they really understand it,

we waste much time at that.

Yet,

Sometime I just want some respect. ( Or I want respect by others everytime lol, damn I am such a sohai )

I am impress to those teachers I know.

Actually I want to ask how they managed to calm themselves down when students didn't even focus or listening them.

Won't they get stress up?

How they cope with it? ( Jeez answers please )

Lastly,

I feel so sorry if I had said something bad ( I know sorry doesn't mean anything but nah I don't care at all )

Anyway,

imma want everything perfect until end up being so mean :/

sorry :3

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"Small gas"

Hi blogger~ ( maybe there is not one here o.o )
Anyway once again it been awhile I away from this,
can I say I never good in any of this blogger stuff...

Today, hmm how to say huh?
It been another day I being down or can I say being rude?
I ignored my friends today and left the school.
I being so angry today,
it not I very "small gas", maybe a little bit o.o
but it just every thought came across my mind out of the blue,
and I thought why they had to do like this ==
I haven't done writing it and they busy body there taking photo.
I just wanted to finish it up so that I no need to do it on Monday.
When I wanted to finish a thing I really mean it and I don't really like to delay.
I also told everyone that one page for 3 wishes as there is insufficient of paper,
yet still have some people who made mistakes...
And today morning man this pissed me off,
during "kolam" competition,
team beside us took ours rice.
What the hell man o.o
Won't you prepared well huh?
anyway we finish our kolam so...
fine.

Somehow,
today we have a photo shot.
I am looking forward actually,
but my friend can't make it.
It is last year of us to be together,
I wanted to keep it as memories,
but you can't make it then it ok...
I can't force you to come also lol.
It kind of sad but I can't do anything.
Next time...

Sometime I just can't hold my angry.
I just can't...
I also dunno how to express my feeling.
I am sad, angry, not satisfy or anything.
I dunno to spell it out.
I might keep it inside,
until someone step it.
Then you will see the bad side of me...

I guess I should calm myself down.

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