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Thursday 30 October 2014

心里想说的话

我要求不多
我只想要一点点的自由
我读也读了
我考也考了
认真的时候我也认真了
你要我考好来
我也尽量的去做
难道我就不能做我想要的事
我想学跳舞
不给 我没关系
我想学武术
不给 我也没关系
我要开电脑跟朋友玩也不行吗?
酱我还能做什么?
我到底还有什么不满足你的?
每次玩到一下子
就会叫我马上关
还有一个 ==
他妈的
我玩着玩着竟然给我看 youtube
明知道我们家 wifi 慢
还给我去看东西
啊啊!!
我有点受不叻了
难不成给我一点机会都不行吗?
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Monday 6 October 2014

am I?


am I a good friend?
I am wondering for so long...
Everyone expect that I am good and friendly person...
Did I? 

...

am I mature enough?
I was scrolling Facebook news feed as usual.
Suddenly I saw a photo that is,
two guys very matching couple,
and they a lot of sweet things.
At first I was laughing at them,
and I think that they are crazy person.
Yet,
after I saw the comments,
they all were very supportive.
They didn't laugh or insult,
they were just congrats the two couple.
I realize that I am the person that judge someone by their appearance,
without checking detail...

...

am I kind enough?
There was something happen on mid year,
and it happen again on this month.
After notice what she done again,
my mind was like,
I have to make her regret that what she had done.
Why I have this kind of mindset?
Everyone were just keep quite and don't wish to make it big.
Why I want her to fail this time?
( maybe someone will say I am jealous of her =m= )
When someone ask me,
am I hate her?
I don't know how to answer it :<
I don't know am I really hate her,
but impossible I don't want to be friend with her,
by just because of her mistake.
That is impossible.
I am quite confuse ahh...

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=m= Tomorrow exam some more play hehe...
End of the story :3