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Saturday 3 March 2018

Tired

I AM MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY TIRED BUT I CAN'T SLEEP!
HELP~

P/S: I am just wasting my time here in blogger, trying to get some attentions. Will there any people here? Please notice me senpai~

(I am going to go crazy if this continues D: rational cell where are you?) 

Today story of my life #12

Hello!
Today... Oh yeah I mean yesterday, I have so much fun!
(Since it is 1.40a.m. now)
I just reached home after outing with crazy fellows, it is TGIF!
Right after work, I quickly went home and prepared myself.
I waited and waited their butts to come but I got ready too early, around 6.30pm I am done prepared and waited for them.
Tic tok... tic tok...
While waiting, I played my otome game, just yesterday I downloaded back to play~
So fast 7.30pm and they are on the way to my house.
Well I thought they will come and sit at my house awhile but too bad my neighbour parked his car at my house, no parking so I quickly dashed out into that fellow's car, the kidnapper's car.
You should hear when she called that time, how scary XD
Three of us headed to SetiaWalk, which I used to go there to study with my classmate at the chocolate cafe.
The place there is pretty nice and calm during the day, the night is more beautiful and lively, full of people...
We walked around to see got what food to eat and turned out we entered a western restaurant, the atmosphere is kinda cool and classic.
I ordered a Vietnamese chicken rice and holy guacamole it is a lot, I should've just order side or dessert.
I can't eat much nowadays, I dunno if this is normal or abnormal...
I have been struggling to finish all the food, pardon me for eating too slow haha!
Who called them to serve mine the last.
Next time if get to go there again, I shall try the spaghetti since one of the fellows said it is nice to eat.
We talked about our primary school for awhile, especially about the teachers.
I still think they are all crazy teachers, sorry to be rude but it is the truth and I am done with them...
Well sometime I do talk about them to express how I hate them, oh gosh this is so bad D:
After that, we went to second fellow's house and I really don't like their security system, too troublesome :3
You know what we did there?
We gambled and this is the first time ever I gamble...
My house never gamble, we did play poker but we play for fun and play without following the rules too.
This is the first time and sadly I lost RM6.
Tch, I thought I will win since I always win in this kind of game card.
Well, good bye my money, bye~
Yet, it was still fun haha.
If got 2 same card = win
If got 21 = win
If got King/Queen/Jack with an ace = win
Cool stuff learned today!
But sad case for one fellow who lost the most lol, I stole her luck :P
Every time she plays with me she will lose badly haha.
After finish gambling, we started to have some deep talk.
Actually I feel bad somehow after listening to second fellow's stories, I just realized how bad I know about her even though we knew each other for like more than 10 years.
I don't even know anything about her.
I always think of her being big boss, cool, confident fellow and last but not least like to thousand of hand people.
Then I just found out that actually she is not what I think she is...
So far right now after her stories, all I know about her is that she is rational, she knows what she wanted but she is a bit introvert, she scares the feeling of awkward, that's why she is not the outgoing type of people, she told us that she can't fit in and people sometime think of her as double faced person.
According to her stories, she doesn't have serious family issues like others did, I was glad for her.
But I just knew that she hardly have friends to always hang out and oh yeah I still think some of her friends are kinda shit @@
Somehow can relate a bit about no contacting with primary school friends, but I still think a few of close friends are enough to make my day happier.
I can say proudly that I got many friends, but the one that truly contact and meet up with me are just a few, one or two maybe...
Some of my friends, they treat you like a spare tire, only find you when there is no one else to find...
Some more worst, totally ignore you.
It is true that everyone makes blank promises, I do the same thing too.
But if I truly treasure the friendship then I will still find ways to get to you unless you don't want to involve yourself with me then fine.
One thing that I am so wrong about is that I always thought she is too high level.
I am just low level people, that's why I seldom initiate talking with her...
Now I know slightly about her, if can, I wish to understand her more.
It kinda sad when she talked about friends were all wrong about her, even I am wrong about her.
Oh damn, I can't sleep now! It is 2.50am and I am still emotionally thinking about this.
Contantly feeling the guilt, I feel so damn bad for being such a noob friend.
Someone please slap me~