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Friday 28 August 2015

It is killing me...

People always say
Sharing is caring

But they didn't know
Ignoring is killing

I had enough of these things.
I can't take the silent anymore.
I am not the kind of person that can handle these kind of shit.
I just want to have a chat time with you but it always turn up with a blue tick with no reply.
It's not the first time but it is numberless until I can't even remember.
Actually I wanted to give up with these stupid job and stop sending message long time ago,
but thought running away without knowing any clue is kind of wrong,
and it won't solve any questions of mine too.
But now it is over the crest of my limit,
gloominess engulf me every night and my cheek always soaked with tears and that's it!
I know the fact that I am such a stupid person,
keep worrying some one that she didn't even care about it,
maybe she didn't even thought of me either...

I get so piss off every time because I am so angry.
I worry you so much but you are acting so coldly to me.
I want to understand you more but you are rejecting me.
You show that you are so lonely and pity in your real life in the blog I always follow,
but you didn't even know that!
There is someone stupid person who always keep worrying about you...
Yah maybe in you mind will be thinking,
Who call you to worry me? 

If you insist of keep silent like this,
I will just back off,
I will just stay away from you,
because it seem that I am not qualify enough to be with you.

So bye...