Am I a burden or a very annoying person to you?
I feel this way because it been awhile I didn't chat with you.
It's not that I don't want to talk with you,
it just I feel that I had annoyed you somehow.
The way you reply, react...
The "so" word hurt me sometime.
It made me feel that I have fail,
fail to find a topic to chat or entertain you.
For me being a friend,
entertain friends is one of the things that friend should do.
I know I ain't fun like the others,
and I know I not knowing you too well,
but I tried so hard,
trying to know more about you,
trying to find any way to keep our relationship on,
so that our relationship won't be grim.
If our relationship end,
who do I talk with when I feel something is wrong with me?
Recently,
my feeling to my tuition sir getting stronger and stronger.
It feel like ain't just admire him.
I not know myself either.
Shit I know this is crazy,
but I don't know what is wrong with me ==
I sometime feel so sad if he didn't notice me.
I sometime even feel jealous if he praise other students.
( Arhh what am I thinking )
I guess I started gone crazy.
Maybe I don't have you I might just gone even more crazy...
For me,
you mean so much to me.
Maybe,
you don't think the same way I did,
but i still happy to meet you.
( i know this is so crazy and embarrassing but I just can't hide it anymore )
End...
( Hey don't misunderstanding, I am not a lesbian haha. )
( Hey don't misunderstanding, I am not a lesbian haha. )
